Sometimes I wish I could disappear.
Friday, April 22, 2005


hai.. din regret goin 4 np 2day. 2day was e last parade 4 sec 4s.. sob sob.. veri sad lei.. hai.. I DUN WAN TEM 2 PASS OUT!! bt is no choice de. can't b so selfish n nt lettin tem prepare 4 their o lvls. 2day trainin sux man. our sir n maam keep shoutin n scoldin us lo. some more wen our mistakes rite, tey go scold e ncos. idiot sia.. wan scold den cum scold us la. hai.. after tt gt muster parade. some of tem gt their ranks. bt i din gt. sob.. next tym muz do beta le. onli 3 frm our squad gt it lei.. sian.. quite jealous aso lo.. bt nvm, next tym i wil do beta!! hmm.. den after e muster parade, liwen came tok 2 us n said tt 2day is their last parade. hearin tt i wan cry le lo.. coz i dun wan tem pass out! bt den i control. hai.. den after tt in e canteen, saw suhui n yisan cry. my tear aso wan drop out bt i quickly look away. in case i reali cry. after tt wen we finish changin, i went 2 study area coz i left my tings thr n we dun wan go home so early. so we all TCS wif e ncos thr. we sit w/o 5 mins den mi, suhui n yisan start cryin le. omg.. stupid sia.. mi 1st tym cry in e sch. i tink tis yr i nv cry b4 ba? 1st tym aso. tey tel us tey pass out den throw their beret all those tings.. canot control le.. so tears juz flow down frm my eyes. hai.. some more i dun reali dun haf confidence in bcomin an ncos lo. hai.. sob sob..

foreva luvin euu wif no regrets Friday, April 22, 2005;

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jess
xiao blur
xiao huai dan
19061990
fajar sec
stubborn
naive
stupid
foolish
forgetful

Simply loves;
Gary Tan
8 sistas
taitais
chocolate
mickey
stars

To do list
last long long wif dar dar
cherish every moment i could wif dar dar
score well fer o lvl
gt myself a new fone
gt myself a new camera

people i can't live w/o

eight sistas
alisa
ahmad
adrian
carmen
chai huoy
darren
eileen
edward
fahwui
gary
gladys
hui wen
jade
janelle
jia yan
jerome
kai xiong
kar hwee
kar meng
leo
li ling
li qing
lynnette
mr yong
michelle
melissa
mervin
naqiah
nuraida
peiting
ridzuan
rui xia
shing jie
su hui
swee hong
shi jia
shi lin
tony
wee kiat
wen ting
yin min
you hao
yu jin
yuan cheng
yvonne


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